The World is a creative disapointment to me.

In my years alive I have found that creatively the things I want to create my visions don't exist. I need to have more money at my disposal so I can create the things I want so that I can make the things in my brain.I also need a store to sell the finished things. Which is a goal I have in life. But this is still a ways away, from today but closer then it was yesterday.